(I'm doing the best for you, hope you notice that)

These past weeks I don't write much as I'm very tired , but I can't show it out in front of her .

These past weeks I notice that my health condition is getting worse, kept vomiting after I eat. I don't know if it's going to be okay.

But I don't care about that, what I'm worried now is about "us" since I don't feel our love is getting stronger.

I don't know what to do, what to say and how to react . I felt like my hand are tied up.

What I know is , I love you so much, and I know that I don't have the guts to lose you. Remember? You always scold me that I'm always busy with my stuffs, but did you notice, even I'm busy, I never left you alone but now seems that times is envy on us .. And you seems like running away from me. I can't say this out to you cause it might hurt you. I don't know what to do ,I just can act like I'm okay, and go on with it even I'm hurt.. Does love must be this hurt?

I've done the best that I could , and I will never stop nor give up. You're the girl for me, the only one that light up my life. I'll fight till you let me go, because I will never let you go..

Life goes by really fast, and it seems that there are times when you're burying a lot of friends and family. And then there are times that feel really precious and everybody is doing okay. This is one of those times.

-Amy Grant

Lots of love.. Just for you , My Dear , My Heart , My Life , My Star ~*