Monday, June 14, 2010

Good bye my bibi (baby)


This blog no longer can be use. I lost the fight. As for you, I just want you to be happy with whom you will be with soon and good luck in your exams and also your future. I hope he can hug you as I did when ever you wanna fall, entertain you when ever you are bored or sad, will always look after your little heart cause I knew it's sensitive, and will always be there for you whenever you need..

Breaking up with you is the hardest decision I ever made in my entire life... But..
I love you so much, this is why I agreed to let you go..
Because, your happiness is more important then mine. I like to see your smiles and laughter, not your sadness and tears.I want to see your pretty smiles and be happy everyday, even the smiles and happiness is not because of me. I will be always praying and cherish for your happiness.
There is nothing left for me to write in here anymore..
Take care my only Star, you did light up the dark in my life, now I need to find my own path..

I want you to know that, never even once I feel regrets for being with you. It was a great moment that I never felt before.
Forgive me if I did hurt you, I tried to be the best out of the best for you ..
Thanks for everything, I will always remember the time we spent together.. Forever..

Be strong in future! Drink more water and don't fall sick anymore! Aja aja fighting!


Wednesday, June 2, 2010

do you love me?


(This photo describe me the best, will you accept my heart back?)


After the question about breaking up, and we back together.. I never felt happy.. I don't know what I did wrong, and you , seems like don't love me as the way you loved me before.
You've changed .. I never want to argue with you , cause I want you to know , that you will be safe with me , the only person who understand you and do make you happy..
I always do the best that I could for you , but you seems different person to me now. You seems like not enjoying your self when we were spending times together.
I know that if I couldn't make our relationship back like before.. I will have to face the question once again.. What I can do now is pray for our relationship as I love you so much , but I am not sure if you do feels the same to me..


Lots of love.. Just for you , My Dear , My Heart , My Life , My Star ~*